We are now approaching 11 months that Mari has been gone. June 16th will be exactly 11 months. Whether we want it to or not time just continues to carry on.
I was going through this site a little while ago and realized that I had not posted anything new since Mother's day. It has been hard this last month and I know as the day approaches the 1 year mark it will just continue to get harder. Then I was reading the comment that someone wrote annonomously. What the person said was basically that I sound depressed and that I need to get help before I drive everyone around me crazy. I could not believe what this person said. Either they do not understand that I am obviously going to be sad and I may even be depressed but was there any reason what so ever for this person to write that comment. All it did was hurt me. Or the only other reason I came comprehend why someone would write that is because this person is unfeeling and just did not care that it would hurt me.
The only reason why I write on this site is so that the people around me can understand a little bit of what it is like to lose a child, especially your one and only child, and how hard life has been for me as the mother. I guess what I am saying here and what I am asking of everyone is that if you have something to tell me and want to make a comment, please really think about what you are saying first before you write it as you never know how hurt someone may be by that comment. Thank you for your understanding everyone.
As a side note, due to what this person wrote as a comment, I have had to take away the ability to allow people to post comments annonomously. From now on, please become a follower of the site and then you will be able to make a comment on any post I make. I hope everyone understands.
I love you baby girl and mommy misses you very much.
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