Today...

Today is a day I have been dreading
Today is a day that sucks
Today is a day that I wish had never come
Today is just hard
Today is just painful
Today makes me think too much
Today makes me relive the past

I wish I could go back somehow
I wish I could go back any way possible
I wish there was a time machine to take me back
I wish there was a way
I just simply wish

Today is a day that makes me sad
Today is a day that makes me cry
Today is a day that brings deep sorrow
Today is a day that has no joy
Today is the day most of us have been dreading

What is today you may ask
Today is Thanksgiving with our beautiful Mari
Today is a day that was not ever supposed to happen without her
Yet here we are today anyway
Without any choice
Without any say in the matter

Time just kept moving forward
Time just keeps ticking
Time can be your friend
Time can be your enemy
I wish time would just take me back to where I was on July 1 and she never got sick

We love her so much
We miss her so much
We care for her so much
We adore her so much
We admire her so much
We just simply think about her all the time

To relive the past would be beautiful if somehow it would change the present
Today just sucks